Sonntag, 30. September 2012

OOTW no. 4

new entry after just one week what's wrong with me ?

Hopefully this week I can write about more things and not only of my outfits.. and take pictures with my DSLR and not only with my phone...

My week started with this outfit, ok, i know I wear this skirt a lot but I just love it so much ; x ; It's my favourite one..I got a lot of compliments at school, haha.
Blouse: ank rouge
Cardigan: Zara
Skirt: Tralala
Tights: don't know

Cozy outfit for school, I actually wanted to wear another sweater but at the end it looked kind of strange so I took this one. Don't know why but a lot of classmates liked this outfit.. and they always stole my cat ears because they wanted to wear it all the time, haha.
Cat ears: one Spo
Sweater: Gina Tricot
Dress: Review
Shoes: Akira

Got myself new shoes, I looove them so much. They're so high, 15 cm I guess.. I wore them the next day to school..

Thursdays Outfit. I love the shirt so much but I always had a big problem to combine it with my clothes, same with the skirt, everything I tried looked so ugly but together It looks good, The shirt is from Maison Gilfy I guess, actually it was a set but I didn't buy the shorts and now I regret it so much, stupid me...

At the end I looked like this, I overslept so I couldn't do my hair...

Shirt: Maison Gilfy
Skirt: Gina Tricot
Tights: don't know
Shoes: Bershka

Friday I went shopping with Missy, I bought so many things... now I'm out of money again, but at least I got some nice things <3

Saturdays outfit, Vivian visited me. We met in the city and yeah this was my outfit. Bought the sweater Friday when Missy and I had our shoppingtrip, lol.
Sweater: Bershka
Skirt and Bow: Tralala
Tights: Gina Tricot
Shoes: Bullboxer

Vivian brought me some lashes from japan, so here's my little lash collection..

and I finally dyed my hair
I really have to buy a new curling Iron but all the good ones are too expensive any recommendations for a good and at least cheap one ? ; x ;

Samstag, 22. September 2012

Summertime Sadness

Thank you for all the comments I got, I was so happy that you understand my feelings and for all the nice words !

Right now I don't know how I feel, I feel ok, when I'm outside at school and with friends it doesn't hurt this much but at home, it's kind of weird beeing at home without him..

but today I want to update my blog, again only Outfit pictures, I haven't done something special the last week. I just wanted to stay at home..

This is a very old outfit.. I guess I took this pic 2 or 3 weeks ago..
I wore this at work..I think a skirt with leopard pattern would have looked better than this one, maybe I'll sew a new one when I have time..

Bow: Selfmade (poor schoolgirl..)
Sweater: Gina Tricot
Skirt: H&M
Accessoires: Bijou Brigitte; RoseFanFan; Juicy Couture

Don't know why but I like this outfit a lot, It's very comfy and perfect for school/Work
Bow: Present
Sweater: Gina Tricot
Shorts: Harajuku
Socks: Somewhere in Shibuya
Shoes: don't know ):

And my favourite outfit of the last weeks, don't why but I like it so much.
Bow: Present
Sweater: LizLisa
Shirt: ank Rouge; Forever 21
Skirt: Zara
Shoes: Deichmann

This was 2 days after olivers death.. I couldn't find someone who could change the shift with me, so I had to go to work. I felt kind of strange but yeah..
I didn't feel like wearing light colours that's why this outfit is kind of dark..

Hairribbon: Bijou Brigitte
bow tie: Selfmade
Knit: Gina Tricot
Shirt: Gina Tricot
Skirt: Yumi
Socks: Shibuya
Shoes: Vagabond

Another School/Work outfit I wore on Thursday later I changed the usamimi into a ribbon, this looked better...
Usamimi: H&M
Shirt: Ank Rouge
Cardigan: Gina Tricot
Skirt: Don't know..

Random face pic..

This is what I wore on friday for school, I liked this outfit a lot, but it was too cold, even with cardigan and leather jacket ;;
Later I lost my hairribbon during gym lessons ~cry~
Hairribbon: Selfmade
Necklace & Ring: Paris Kids; Gina Tricot
Shirt: Gina Tricot
Belt: Gina Tricot
Tights: Gina Tricot

last but not least..My Babys..<3

Nana (It was so hard to take this pic of her, she is always moving and poseing when she sees a camera)

and her brother oreo <3

I miss you so much..

sry for the picture spam..
xoxo Blanka

Sonntag, 16. September 2012

Rest in Peace

The beginning of the summer was awesome, I finally graduated from school, went to japan with my best friend, started my dressmaker class and everything was just perfect. But everything has to come to an end right ?

Two weeks ago my mother told me that something was wrong with my cat, but I didn't care because my mother I always overreacting so I thought she might be overreacting too... but a few days later I realized that something is really wrong with him, so we went to an doctor with him, they told us that he has cancer..I couldn't believe this because in since we got him never was something wrong with him, the next day we went to another doctor who also told us that there is no hope for him, they wanted to put him on sleep but we couldn't do that, so we took him home.

I thought that he would feel better soon because he ate normally and everything

One of the last pictures of him...

but last wednesday he had a dyspnea (don't know if this is right) we were scared that this could happen again and we came to the decisin that it might be the best to put him to sleep, my mother and I cried so much but be killed by a dyspnea would be maybe worse and more painful than this.. and we didn't want that he might die in pain.. so on thursday the doctor came and euthanized him..we stayed by his side the whole time and.. I never cried this much in my life..

Everyone who knows me know that I love my cats more than anything in the world, for me they are like family members and when oliver died a part of my heart dyed too.

I would love to know what his real age was because we "only" had him for 13 years but he was already few years old when we got him, so I guess he must have been around 16 or 17..

I miss him so much, it feels so strange to not call his name when it's time for food or seeing him behind me when i'm in the kitchen..

This wednesday he'll be cremated, I happy that we can be there too to say goodbye to him..

July 2012

Rest in Peace Oliver

this was few minutes after his death..

19xx - 1999 - 13. 09. 2012 

and I'll never forget you..

I don't know when I'll do another blog entry.. I need some time to think about everything right now..and still have so much to do since I wasn't at school for a few days..
I'm very happy that my friends,my family, teachers and my boss are trying to help me and cheer me up..

and sorry for all the mistakes here, I was crying while I wrote this.